I just realized that most of Johann's waking hours were spent with his yaya. I wish I had more time in the world to give him. With a newborn to nurse and watch over, quality time with him is very limited.
I sense that the arrival of his brother made him feel displaced. He has become more affectionate to his yaya.
I already feel guilty about spending too much time with Javi. I feel like I am neglecting the older boy.
I hope that with every hug and every kiss I give him, he'll feel more loved. Besides, we loved him longer. I hope he feels it every time I say I love him.
Is this post-partum blues, or what?
Hay. This deserves a good cry.
I sense that the arrival of his brother made him feel displaced. He has become more affectionate to his yaya.
I already feel guilty about spending too much time with Javi. I feel like I am neglecting the older boy.
I hope that with every hug and every kiss I give him, he'll feel more loved. Besides, we loved him longer. I hope he feels it every time I say I love him.
Is this post-partum blues, or what?
Hay. This deserves a good cry.
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