I've been pondering on this for days. Here I am, writing it down, committing it to memory.
I realized that holding on to something that doesn't want to be held back is a waste of time and energy. I am opening myself up to negativity, mediocrity, failure, even sabotage. I might as well accept it. With acceptance, we can move forward, dictate our own terms and take control. In a sense, I feel free, free from frustration and failed expectations.
That is how I felt when I got up from bed this morning. There are just so many things to do and to look forward to this week. I'd have to... ... get hold of CCP to discuss a possible tie-up for the next Three Festival. I may need to get some contacts from Tito Bal. ... get the space application form from Ayala Malls. ... visit the furniture fair at SMX this weekend. ... get a new copy of our marriage certificate for Vic's Visa renewal. ... obtain franchise terms from my top two food chains. ... interview the new househelp prospect. ...see if we can finally sell our SUV to make room for a bigger one. I hope I can get started soon. I hope Javi's yaya gets well right away so I can slip and get some of these done.
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