So, that is what it feels like to be heartbroken. I haven't cried this much in years. Yes, hagulgol levels. It is so painful that I could barely function. I cancelled my commitments. I prayed for months and I prayed hard. A lot of people did the work but it wasn't enough.
I cry for our country. I cry for what could have been. I expect that the tears will continue to flow. Until when? Who knows?
This was our chance, how did we blow it? I was hoping to see true reformation in this lifetime.
The road to acceptance is long and hard. For now, I guess, I will just cry it out.
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