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I wasn't expecting a challenging day.  I was just expecting it to be quite busy.  I didn't want to stress about it and I didn't want to overthink.  I have agreed to sing for the First Communion mass then a birthday celebration for Javi in our Marikina house.   It was quite fun and meaningful.  The first communion mass was so simple yet so special.  We were blessed to hear the kids joyously singing in Latin.  Lunch was also a surprise welcome party for our balikbayan relatives.  It was a quick catch-up.  We weren't expecting a lot of people to celebrate with us too.  We had enough food to go around. It is funny how simple things make our hearts full.  It was like we had Christmas in November.

For several months now, my husband and I have been juggling the EV importing business and this ambulatory center we are putting up.  In August, we hosted a grand birthday party for FIL, received balikbayans then sent them off.  The kids started school in August too.  Did I say that their schools are quite far from each other? It has been a busy past few months.  I am not used to waking up early every morning to bring the kids to school then head off to work.  I am starting to feel tired.   It is an adjustment.  At first, I was enjoying being an "empty nester" when all kids are in school.  But now that work is piling up, I miss those quiet times at home.   I am so looking forward to having a vacation soon. I need to recharge.  

 "Everyday is a privilege not promised to many." I saw this in one of those IG reels and it resonated with me.  Just last week, I've had three friends and relatives who passed on.  The one that shocked me most was the death of a former colleague, not so much older than me.  I didn't know that she's been battling with the Big C.  I regret not reaching out to her and not being able to pray for her during her most trying times here on earth.   This is why I find offense when people feel sad about growing old and losing their youth.   Let us strive to appreciate the miracle of life everyday.  We should be thankful that we can still enjoy the company of our family and friends.

  We must not compare ourselves to other people.  There is always someone better, someone who has more. Compete with yourself to constantly make yourself better than you were before.  This will give you a boost of confidence that will radiate from within.  Make yourself busy so there'll be no time for envy.

It was an overwhelming week.   Partida, holiday pa on Monday.  We hit the ground running on the first day of the week due to an unexpected arrival of our shipment.  My brain is over-thinking.  Where do I park those vehicles?  How is this going to affect our cashflow?  Are the documents complete for release?  Did I just get scammed by a supplier?   As much as we try to prepare for surprises, there are still some things that just can't be controlled or just wont be controlled.   I've exhausted all my energy for the week in one work day alone.  Stormy afternoons seem to reflect what's going on in my head. However, not all surprises are stressful.  Some bring joy...like finding the dress you've been looking for, finding something you need on sale, collecting payment from a business transaction, finding easy solutions to problems, unexpected roadtrips, bringing a trunkful of produce from a client visit, making a sale witho...

I was watching the life story of Arnold Schwarzenegger on Netflix and I didn't know that he is a very wise man.   I only know him as an actor.  I didn't know about his struggles in his youth or that he is a successful businessman.  He made his first million dollars even before he entered Hollywood.   He lived a good life, achieved so much at a young age.  He endured and succeeded.  He is not afraid to try new things and is not afraid to fail.  He has the brains and the brawns.   For a moment, it seemed that he had it all.  It is sad that his marriage didn't survive the trials.  Nevertheless, his drive and will-power are admirable.  

 ... that it takes me no time to pack, but it takes me forever to unpack?    I usually pack months or weeks in advance.  I set aside clothes early on so I have time have them washed again, if needed.  I like to plan this out early because waiting till the last minute makes me forget things. Unpacking is a different issue.  It is the most dreadful chore.  I don't know if it is the cleaning up or the fact that vacation's over.