It is a wonder how fast those first five months have gone. Soon, we will be celebrating Christmas. I keep going back to the goals I've set in the beginning of the year. I do not even know what we will achieve by the end of the year. Some plans didn't work out. Some days, I feel that we are being pushed farther and farther away from our plans. It is painful to witness how things turned out. I am constantly assessing. Am I being led away? Is this for me? I just have to keep moving forward, one step at a time. Before we know it, I am there.